Saturday, March 31, 2007[x] Held hands with someone -> didn't specify of what gender.
[X] Lost someone
[x] Never got a chance to tell someone something important -> i think i forgot what.
[x] Cried your heart out
[x] Danced -> diao. who hasn't
[x] Rejected someone -> of what? (:
[x] Heard a rumor about yourself
[x] Hurt someone emotionally
[x] Hurt someone physically -> hehe. you won't want to know what i did.
[x] Got involved in a sport -> DUHH.
[x] Got called a dork -> believe it or not.
[ ] Fell in love
[x] Went to a funeral
[ ] Know someone who has tried to commit suicide I meet sane people.
[x] Wrote a love note -> to my angel and godangels. not exactly love note. but nvm.
[x] Went through a phase ->hehe.
[ ] Got ditched
[x] Know someone really stupid and/or annoying -> got so many lah! for one there's the stupid triplets... (dionne, you annoy me. :P)
[x] Got in a fist fight with family member.
[x] Drank -> water! haha.
[x] Made a mistake -> who hasn't lahh.
[ ] Thought you found the one
[ ] Found out a bf/gf cheated on you
[x] Lied to your parents -> don't tell me you never.
[x] Been lied to -> no one has never lied before. unless they died when they were a baby.
[x] Felt like the happiest person in the world -> YUPP.
[x] Felt like dying. -> hmm. chinese. does that ring a bell?
[x] Had a crush
[x] Prayed -> i'm a christian!
[x] Texted in class -> hmmm?
[ ] Smoked a cigarette
[ ] Had more than one crush at a time -> -.0
[x] Disliked someone -> ._.
Total in all: 26
Multiply By Three:
78% - this is how much of a teenager you are.
You are sociable, outgoing, energetic, and lively. You prefer to be around people much of the time. You can be very easily upset, even by what most people consider the normal demands of living. People consider you to be extremely sensitive and emotional. Novelty, variety, and change spice up your life and make you a curious, imaginative, and creative person. You have some concern with others' needs, and are generally pleasant, sympathetic, and cooperative. You like to live for the moment and do what feels good now. Your work tends to be careless and disorganized.
You feel tense, jittery, and nervous and often feel like something dangerous is about to happen. You may be afraid of specific situations or be just generally fearful. You feel enraged when things do not go your way. You are sensitive about being treated fairly and feel resentful and bitter if you think you are being cheated. You tend to lack energy and have difficult initiating activities. You are sensitive about what others think of you. Your concern about rejection and ridicule cause you to feel shy and uncomfortable around others. You are easily embarrassed and often feel ashamed. Your fears that others will criticize or make fun of you are exaggerated and unrealistic, but your awkwardness and discomfort may make these fears a self-fulfilling prophecy. You often resist any cravings or urges that you have, but sometimes you give in. You experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress.
You generally make friends easily enough although you mostly don't go out of your way to demonstrate positive feelings toward others. You find the company of others pleasantly stimulating and rewarding, and you enjoy the excitement that crowds provide. You like to speak out, take charge, and direct the activities of others. You are usually the leader in group activites. You lead a moderately paced life. You like some energetic activities, but also like to relax and take it easy. You love bright lights and hustle and bustle. You are likely to take risks and seek thrills. You experience a range of positive feelings, including happiness, enthusiasm, optimism, and joy.
Often you find the real world is too plain and ordinary for your liking, and you use fantasy as a way of creating a richer, more interesting world for yourself. You are reasonably interested in the arts but are not totally absorbed by them. You have good access to and awareness of your own feelings. Familiar routines are good, but sometimes you like to spice up your life with a bit of adventure or activity. You enjoy a certain amount of debate or intellectual thought, but sometimes get bored with too much. Often you exhibit a readiness to challenge authority, convention, and traditional values. Sometimes you feel a certain degree of hostility toward rules and perhaps even enjoy ambiguity.
You naturally assume that most people are fair, honest, and have good intentions. You believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary. You are guarded in new relationships and less willing to openly reveal the whole truth about yourself. You find helping other people genuinely rewarding and are generally willing to assist those who are in need. You find that doing things for others is a form of self-fulfillment rather than self-sacrifice. You are not adverse to confrontation and will sometimes even intimidate others to get your own way. You are willing to take credit for good things that you do but you don't often talk yourself up much. You are mostly a compassionate person, however you prefer to make objective judgments when possible.
You are moderately confident that you can achieve the goals you set yourself. In general you tend to be disorganized and scattered. Your sense of duty and obligation is average and although you are mostly responsible you can sometimes be unreliable. You are content to get by with a minimal amount of work, and might be seen by others as lazy. You have a reasonable amount of will-power and are able to follow through on tasks that you feel you need to complete. You can be distracted however and have been known to procrastinate. You often say or do the first thing that comes to mind without deliberating alternatives and the probable consequences of those alternatives.
wheeee! (: gonna go reply letters now.
Sunday, March 11, 2007Sometimes I wonder
If I made a wrong step somewhere
When times don't seem as good as they had been before
It's not so hard then
To wanna lay down and cry
But then I hear a chorus of voices calling from the other shore:
Look up, look up
These are my friends, my friends
Just some people walking the same road, with hands
Joined as one together
Cross the bridge, see the rainbow,
Feel the breeze, watch the flowers grow,
Touch the sky, don't you know,
We can go higher, higher, higher...
We have shared our morning days
And gone through all rainy nights
Even in the darkest of nights
Stars still light up our way
Tomorrow is a beautiful dream
A dream that will be fulfilled
Cross the bridge of rainbow
In search of the gold
For here we stand
Our dearest friend
Sincerely from our hearts we wish
May streams of sunlight
Shine like rays of hope
Hand in hand, we'll work and strive
For the best things in life
i love these songs. haha. learnt them in rgs and somehow i LOVE it. (:
Tuesday, March 06, 2007"YOU KNOW. I FEEL LIKE SLAUGHTERING SOMEONE. DIE DIE DIE. (yay. I love complaining. ((: sorry. If you don’t like listening just JUMP.)
1.Ruixin told me today had no shotput and discus. I asked her whether she was very very very very sure like, 5 times and she said yes to every single one. Then after that, I saw a classmate, and that classmate told me that I needed to go for finals today. SO. I run run run to netball courts den, there, I saw our vice-capt and our vice-capt told me that I HAD to go for finals. GAH. Den go to mini-amphi our vice-capt asked ruixin. Den darling ruixin said something like, “yeah. Ms tan hai nee told me don’t have this two events (points to discus and shotput) and so I drived the two of them home (me and another girl doing discus and shotput.) den just now ms alina wee said the events are today and now I can’t find any of them.” Den I was like. “UMMMMM… I’m one of them dear.” Yah. Haha. ruixin looked so relieved la. “ohmygosh I love you.” LOL. Den I saw this girl also doing shotput and she said I had to report to the ms wee and she brought me larh. So nice. Haha. DEN MS WEE TOLD ME I HAD TO REPORT TO DISCUS TOO. SO, I RUN RUN RUN TO J BLOCK with our vice-capt and then go there, guess what? they said C1 div wasn’t today. T_T so I run run run back to mini-amphi (through the canteen. Dun ask me why..no one was there) then to the field. To do my shotput! (: I was the only hadlian who did. BEHH.
That about ends my first complaint. HAHA. NOW FOR THE SECOND.hahahha. bet you must be like groaning lar. GIMME FEEDBACK.
2.I posted a letter to my psl in the morning when I come to sch. Den during recess I saw her. And I said I posted the letter in the morning. She said she’ll check the class tray. THEN DURING LUNCH. I SAW HER AGAIN AND MY DARLING PSL LAURA GAN SAID THAT SHE DIDN’T GET MY LETTER. (T_T my letters to ppl have been disappearing. So I believed her.) den at home just now, I rewrote a letter to her lar. Then just now, she just told me she checked the class tray again aft sch and found the letter. Wahh. I wasted 1h of my life on such rubbish larhs.
Yayy. I admire you darling. You actually read through my complaints!! Haha. I know I complain a lot. Haha. okay. So I shall now go on to the nice and stuff which make me sound ego. Hahaa. NOO. don’t skip this kay. I put in sweat blood tears into it okay.
1. I GOT TO DO JAVELIN. Muax muax muax to my belovedd javelin. Hahhaa. I don’t think my scores might be counted though. Haha. I did quite well okay. I got 6th. Okay. That sucks. I know. But then at least I got to throw!! <3 PASSION. ((: nothing can separate me from my LOVE. Haha. I sound weird. Hehs.
2JAVELIN AGAIN. I DID NOT GET ANY FOUL THROWS!! My technique rocks mann. Haha. I ACTUALLY MANAGED TO POKE MY JAVELIN INTO THE GROUND AFTER I THREW IT OKAY. LIKE. 4 out of 6 of my throws!! and I’ve never done that before. ((: hahaha. I threw 9meters. Which is so so only top is 12m. but NVM. My technique better. I’m the bestest (heh heh. I invented that word) person in terms of technique. Yay. But then I’m short la. So throw less. HEH. Really. They are all 162+++ I’m 159. GAH.short.
3.I GOT TOP 8 FOR SHOTPUT. Eh. Very good considering I only went for half a training compared to all the rest who went for THREE trainings. Haha. I forgot the exact ranking. Actually. I didn’t wanna check. HAHAH. I got kicked out aft top 8. (which is top 3 I think.) HEHS. You know you’re proud of me man. Hahhahahhaa. EGOOO.
4.I didn’t get disqualified for shotput either. Haha. that’s just plain random. ><"
directly taken from a letter to my angel. not the other way. (: byees. neeed to go and buy present for evangeline. DIE.