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Wednesday, October 25, 2006
YAY! I am now 12 years and 2 months old! haha. DON'T tell me that you are 12 years and 3 months or however much older than me you are. I DON'T WANNA HEAR IT.

haha. Today was pretty boring la. Went to Sub Court. SOOOOOO boring. except for the sit-in into court 26 where we really heard a judge sentence people leh. Even though it is only those people who overstayed la, but was very interesting. I pity those people la... get sentenced to prison and got one even permenantly banned from visiting singapore for whatsoever reason. HAIZ... Don't wanna be a judge next time. Shall be DEFENCE lawyer. IF I ever become a lawyer la... or I shall do business.

Oh ya, I asked my sister what she wanted to be when she grew up and she gave me a very, very interesting answer. I think it is a good answer. Guess what she said. "A kid." (:

Monday, October 23, 2006
Somehow, I have this weird weird feeling inside me. Like, I feel sad, happy, hurt, angry, lost, hopeful... I dunno... It feels weird. Somehow...

I just happened to come across the theme song of an anime i watched when I was much much younger. Sweet memories flooded back. Somehow, I felt hurt, angry, lost at the same time i was feeling that spark of happiness. A spark that refuses to be engulfed by the other depressing feelings...

Hmm... enough about that. It'll fade anyway, I hope. So, today was fun and weird too. I was... wait, I forgot where I was... Sorry! I was with Zhi Wen anyways, and I just felt this overwhelming urge to hug her. And so I did. haha. Weird eh?

I guess I am just a really weird person that does things that of no absolute reason...

I just thought about something I wrote on my blog last time "To many people I seem like the happy-go-lucky person. I 'm better now than I was. Sometimes I wonder if I am showing my friends the true me..." it is part of a post that I never published. Nor ever intend on...hmm?

I am really weird aren't I?

Sunday, October 22, 2006
I played pool with my cousins yesterday!! It was soo FUN!!

There was a sign outside the pool place that said "No PERSONS under 16 allowed". For one, they have disgusting english, and secondly, they cannot tell a person's age. I played there for a hoour with my cousins, and you know, I am not even 13. More than 3 years under their requirement. Tsk tsk. LOUSY one...

Anyways, back to my pool game. I trashed my cousin 3-0 in 3 games. whoohoo!! I'm soo pro right? And I think I'm getting better at pool!! I CHALLENGE YOU!! (whoever is reading) hehe. I bet I'll beat you man!! haha.

The pool place plays some nice music!! Like Buttons by the Pussycat Dolls, Maneater by Nelly Furtado, S.O.S. by Rihanna, Lonely by Akon... etc. and some other music with GREAT beats.

Aiyah, I'm hungry. I go eat alr okay!! byebye!!

Saturday, October 21, 2006
The Melwani Family living very near my house are having an "open house" open to the public for Hari Raya. They are soooo rich la. The whole block belongs to them and on their house gate it says "MELWANI" in big, gold letters. hmm...

My house's whole block(except my house) belongs to a single family too. Millionaires. so rich. I'm sorta jealous la. Living so close to rich people makes me JEALOUS... The house opposite mine is also owned by a single family. Sighz. And that family is somehow related to the family who owns this whole block.

The street is dominated by RICH people man!! help!! argh. It's like... Rich World... (I'm not rich, neither is my family.) Sorta weird to live around those guys I guess. hmmm...

Wednesday, October 18, 2006
I decided nothing exactly satisfies me. I am that kind of person that cannot be satisfied. That's the reason I don't like shopping. Personally, I don't really care what I wear. Maybe a little of what I look like but on the whole, no. I get bored easily and get tired of games. But. My friends are to keep.

I've been thinking about it. Maybe I was a little selfish. Maybe I WAS jealous. Maybe I was mean. Maybe... I don't really hate her after all.

True, I don't exactly click with her. But I realised, if I am honest to myself, we have alot in common whether I admit it or not. Hmm... Maybe I really WAS trying too hard to be perfect, like her. Being friends might be a little too much, much less being good friends. It's just damaged, might not be beyond repair but still damaged.

The fact that we are going to go to the same school gives me even more reason to not utterly loathe or hate her. I guess she DOES deserve more than that, yeah? It took just a game of pool to realise that I do not have force myself to be better than her in every aspect. I already am. In Pool, Art and Craft (Sketching), Math and Badminton, I am better. Compared to the English, Chinese, Bowling, Ice-Skating, Running and many more, it is still not as good. But for now, I am happy with who I am.

As I said, I am not easily satisfied. This truce will only last for a while, then it will dissolve and the bad feelings will come back again, I know. When that day comes, I hope I'll be better prepared. But for now, PEACE!!

I'm sorry.

Happy Belated Birthday to Esther and JT.

Anyways, today was pretty fun. Shall not go in detail coz its 1.40am in the morning.

Just finished editing my new blogskin and changed it alr. Enjoy!

Btw, I realised I'm a bowling and pool natural. Pro or what? (I noe it sounds damn ego but I am too sleepy too care. *typing with my eyes closed, so sorry if i make any spelling mistakes or whatever coz i am gonna fall asleep anytime soon. byebye._

Oh yahs, before i forget, I won;t be blogging alot nowadays. Just lost it i guess. not as though many people actually bothers to read this crap la. so byebye!!

Will edit this post tomorrow if i geel like it. goodnight people! god bless. (:

Saturday, October 14, 2006
Let me get a few things straight. I do not care what each and every one of you says or thinks of me. Not at all.

Tuesday, October 10, 2006
I know that it is after PSLE and I shouldn't be acting like this but...

Have you guys ever been pissed/irritated with someone over something you can't explain? Somewhat because of the fact that that person gets what he/she wants without having to work for it while YOU have to work A THOUSAND TIMES harder than THAT person and still not achieve as much? Thats how I feel.

Because I know that person might read my blog I shall not identify that person but can tell you it is a she. However, I'll hint STRONGLY . And honestly, I don't care about what damage that does to the friendship between me and that person but it might put some of my friends in a tight spot. If you really want to know, ask me on MSN. I MIGHT tell you.

Now back to my point. One thing is, I HATE people who pretend to be so DAMN humble, under the motive of being praised. I simply HATE those kind of people. DITTO. This particular person just happens to be like that.

Secondly, time cannot erase all memories. There has too much insensitivity in that person. Whether she realises or not, she is irritatingly unsensitive, terrible at taking hints to stop. It has happened before many many times.

That person has the whole world "at her command" without even having to work for it. As I said above. I took about slightly less than a year to achieve "it" and all it took her was 3 months. AND, she is thought of first. It is pretty obvious that THEY care more about her.

Alot of people think this particular person is so damn pretty. I beg to differ. I am not the only one that thinks so. Take a closer look...

I shan't say more and I know this sounds real lame but I hate that person. And I can also safely say I am not the only one that thinks this way.